tossing and turning under everything i know, and everything i don’t. that’s what keeps me up.
rainbow illusions, happiness in hand. blind me with dazzling colors. replace the darkness.
hahaha! juxtapositions on tumblr make my day
do nice things & things that feel good
an auto biography that is sexy beyond belief, calm read, unrealistic true story by an erratic man of the Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Anthony Kiedis.
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so i don’t think i have informed tumblr about my recent loss. jacque my duck was brutally attacked by my dog, max. it was a sad day. my duck was the only man i trusted. we had the greatest times just chillen out in my backyard. while i practice standing on my skateboard jacque would run around like a nut trying to get in the way to grab my attention. anyways last night i had this weird dream about him, i knew he was dead but i could hear him quacking trying to wake me up like he does every morning. so in my dream i poked my head out of the window and there he was. it may sound ridiculous getting deep about a duck but he truly was a great duck and i am glad that i saw him again even if it was just a dream
i am the biggest pussy when it comes to feelings. i hate being in a situation where another person can control my emotions. i get terrified that this one person will have control over them and not even realize. i don’t commit into anything serious with guys that i think are wonderful and just plain awesome because in my head i start thinking i am no where near good enough for them and right away i start looking for things i don’t like about them if that fails its time to back off.
'Shit! why im in love again' so irrelevant on a tshirt and beyond gay it made its way to my wardrobe. i think it is hilarious. even though i have never been in love.